Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with intense pain around one eye that persists for several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with acute treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a